Author: Lilitte

And as the days went by

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She looked at herself unsure of what she was doing anymore

and her worthlessness became two-fold bringing doubt

and self-loathing

It was a relentless march as people disappeared

She wanted to tell people so bad of her suffering

but yet remained silent, burying herself deeper

Days darker, and weeping in strange times

Before bed, in the shower, driving.

It’s all the due to the abandonment 

The lacking of 

Love.

 

 

 

Upside Down

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I’m turning upside down again

I’m swimming downstream flapping fins

But every time I get fatigued

I start to turn upside down again

The universe looks a bit crooked now

To not waste time, a sacred vow

I distinctly said I won’t allow

but now

I’m standing on the sky

Wish I knew why

 

A Dream by Stream

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These days seem long, stretching boredom

I remember old days to quick to blink

Anxious of yesterdays and todays

If one looked, I’d respond with a confident wink.

I promised I wouldn’t stack the past,  but put it away

I won’t look down, easy to be on the brink

Silver, shiny guiding star

Bring me bright hope, faithful hope you are

Sing so clear a beautiful dream

And sail it on a boat and send it by stream

Send me a break

A piece of cake

A duck filled lake

A two year old child

A daisy field wild

A family mild

A sleep in calm

An open palm

A mind in peace

A sweet release

Send me a dream

Send it by Stream

 

Stand on Stone

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Stoney beach

Churning waters bathing

Pedestal pebbles

For a statuesque sea gull of a wuthering sea

Standing, wondering in the recess of life

Every passing of Day-Suns and Night-Moons can bring

A beautiful portrait of nature

Breathes through my restless soul

In the twilight eve of a congested tomorrow

Forget in a moment a shadow-cast

That is usually sought in candid living

Forget the loud, vivid, clinging clanging melancholy past that’s ringing.

Forget the unnerving stammering of a trembling voice fearing a future brightening 

I stand still, straighter, stronger, longer than a simple sea gull, in a stoney pedestal of a familiar sea

I stand prouder, louder, brighter, illuminating an obscure ocean majestically vast, this light I cast

I stand stoney still old world I own with immortal will as ocean bathes blue scented me 

Not a corner to corner

But a sea to see

A freedom for flight

Not a fight to flee 

Coming forth beyond 

This undulating sea

My spirit, it is “I”

I see. I see. 

Flower Shop

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Oh dear friend

I didn’t know you were suffering

Like me

I didn’t know how nervous you were

If I could

I’d take you away

We’d go to this place

Where we could have long walks

And sip coffee 

There would be no worries

You’d read those books you like to read

And I would write or paint the sunrise

And we’d laugh about silly stories

You’d open that flower shop

And it will have coffee and books

And people would drop in for good conversation  

We’d return to our lovers for the evening

They would have their way with us

Treating us like queens 

Making us laugh.

As the night fell we would be drunk with love

And meet for a patio dinner, sipping wine

And I’d kick you under the table for being so silly 

And we’d laugh about it the next day

I would take you away 

Dear Friend

Just smile

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It takes you in and you are sinking below it

Sometimes the fear of it is worse

So you hide and be silent

And maybe it won’t see you.

You’re eyes are wide

Dare you look up

Maybe it’s best 

To keep busy

Working and working 

So that when it’s near 

You won’t be caught up

Just smile

Don’t let them see the fear in your eyes

Be good they said

And nothing will happen.

But you are good. 

Doing your best.

It’s never good enough.

Just smile she said.

Never let them see your fear.

It doesn’t matter in the end

It doesn’t matter

Just smile 

My friend

In the Moonlight

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Spotlight

what a dream

Blueberry sky where no one’s mean

you’re in my river swimming upstream

I’m speeding by like a dolphin

dancing in my own moonlight

my heart’s been pounding my life surrounding

I’m living cloud high

and people are following

I’m beaming straight up

dancing, dancing in my own moonlight

double speeding by

making it tight

You know it’s true

this is where it will be

Me in the moonlight speeding upstream

Living right, living tight

Sweet lollipop pillows

and rainbows covers

Sleep, Baby, sleep

what a dream

 

 

 

Anymore

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I won’t wave a white flag

I won’t

You’re wrong you see

Displaying bright bringing about your growl

I’m not afraid

I’m uninterested and you can’t fool me

My wings extend out wide magnificent purple and blue

I’m flying high through rainbows

You can’t catch me

I’m too quick 

Flying past you, skimming you

You’re stumped and confused, spinning in circles

It’s going to end for you

In your dark brown room

You all alone tangled in your mind

Strings stopping you from moving

Not knowing what to do.

I’ll be above 

And it won’t matter

Anymore